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I sang your songs, I danced your dance
I gave your friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth ever having you
Maybe you've been through this before,
but it's my first time, so please ignore
the next few lines, 'cause they're directed at you:
I can't always be waiting on you
I can't always be playing the fool....

Did you think I really didn't care enough about you to not want to do something with you more than once a week? I was so excited about summer, because you and I would get to spend more time together. I should've dropped you like you were going out of style the first time I had doubts about us. That way you would've been the one whose heart was broken and lonely, like the last time we tried this.
But no, I saw potential. I thought this could go far. I trusted your judgement when you proposed a higher level of commitment. I really loved you, and I was really ready, but I guess your mouth ran quicker than your mind on that one... if your mind ran at all. I can't believe how stupid I was.

Every time that you speak her name,
Does she know how you told me that you'd hold me
Until you died, 'til you died,
But you're still alive.

How can you be over this so quickly? You knew there were other guys who wanted me to break up with you just so I could be available for them to date me. I told you about these idiots so you'd stand up for me against them. I guess I didn't mean enough to you because 9 times out of 10, I had to do it myself. Let me tell you though, I was called some mean things for not breaking up with you for them, and you got a few nasty nicknames yourself. You'll never know how much I put up with just for you. Don't even get me started on your friends...
I swear to God, it was tempting to leave you for one of them, but I stuck with you instead because I really believed it could work if I stayed.
You know, I honestly wouldn't be suprised if you had your toes crossed or lied through your teeth when you said you weren't interested in dating other girls. How could I have been so stupid? I swear I don't know how I let my guard down as fast as I did. Rest assured I'll never do it again.

Strange that I was wrong enough
to think you'd love me, too
You must have been kissing a fool...

I can't believe I fell for the oldest avoidance excuse in the book.

"My phone's not working..."

I can't believe how stupid I was! I actually though you wanted to talk to me, but couldn't. Storm, I thought we were in this for the long haul. Your reason as to why you waited a whole week until we saw each other to break up is almost as much B.S. as your excuse for not answering your phone. What makes you think I gave a rat's behind about your character when it came to us breaking up? If you really had an ounce of respect for me, you would have just done it right then and there on the first day of school when I had you on the line.
I have to hand it to you, you are fantastic at misleading people. Here I thought you still really cared about me as much as I did you, but no. You "just don't care".
I can't believe you. I hope you meet a girl who's about twice as good-looking as you, tells you everything you want to hear, seduces you into letting your guard down to the point that you fall hard for her. And then one day, she slaps you hard across the face and says "I just don't care about you anymore!" I hope you break.